Don't think, just move. #lynn'squotes

And this is another day I thought of grandpa and I cried. :')


We went for a farewell dinner for #uncleBEN today. It's at HAO KEI. 
Had quite a lot of fun cause I also met #ShannonAw there. :)
I shown her SECRET BIG BANG :p
Ate quite amount of food. *fats,cries*
I couldn't finish my rice :\ And I gave them to #ShannonAw. * A *


Granny start to give me money again, RM10. 
She kept giving money to me this week! D:
On Thursday, she gave me RM5. (to buy my lunch for next day)
And on today (sat) we were going to PC FAIR and she wanted to stuck RM50 to me. 
But I rejected :P 
Ever since grandpa case, I'm afraid of getting LOTS of money from old pokes. 
Just now, at the dinner, she gave me RM10, and then she wanted to stuck another RM10 to me ! :O !
I said I don't want and she kept telling me to take it. -__-
Then I said " You got a lot of money to use ah ? Keep to use yourself and don't go to the pasar is enough. " and finally she kept it. 
Ku jie (aka #shannon's mother) said " Now grandpa is not here to give you, granny give you~ and you need to sayang granny more " *laughters*


This makes me think of grandpa again. I thought of his 'last words' to me again. 
I miss him, I really still can't accept that he already left us. 
Today is saturday, and this farewell dinner grandpa is supposed to attend.
Now he's not here... everything was different. (I changed quite a lot too?)
I cried. I hided my head and cried, and they found out. 
End up #Shannon crying, #Shannon's mother crying, and #Kuma also crying. 
Granny comforted me. :'-)
I have quite a lot of memories with grandpa, that's why I'm really really sad of that he left us. 

Until today, I still couldn't imagine that grandpa will never be here with me anymore...Hard time for me.. haha..

Mom said time flies. Time moved so fast and she said its kinda sad. 
Well, time really do flies and everyone knew.
For me, I do think of a lot of things. 
There's a lot of 'WHAT IF(s)' on my mind always.
And I always tell my self that :

Think so much also useless, we still had to move on. Don't think, just move its better for you, me and everyone.

Useless for thinking so much, just move on and times goes easy and happy. :) 
Thats all for today :) Goodnight guys~